All about “love”.. when it comes to this term, everybody is in love ! Normally durining teenage times, a boy..a girl… they look each other… fell into love… (bad time starts!) struggle to define this feeling.., they say this is something tht really need to be felt ! They say it is splenedid.. it is relegion.. soul met soul… the partner… they cud die for each other.. yeah it is divine.. they cant be seperate…! yes, there they decide… we are gonna to get married.. and just rock the life with it !! the peak.. or the ultimate part of the relationship ends up with marriage…! mm.. best wishes…! There started.. tiny issues creeping out… they made it big… now the divine love starts leading to the hatred… and at the end.. it reach the maximum…. the deepest attachment turns to the “hatred”….! now they needd to separate…. the relation is lost…!!!

There I am…. I do define the term – “love” as an illusion… it mess up the things to worst, so be away from it …. try to develop relationships through self content and trust… polish the trust factor… and live happy, and that could end in death… only !!

Fate. A word we use mostly… what to do with our life with this strange word, “fate”… Does it really measures the belief in ultimate power..god ! I think our life is a set of modules in which the factor of “fate” spread over in .. various shapes..! I think this “fate” makes us to learn lessons.. and to move with or against it… a kind of training to our next step… next second… in fact bring us back to the lines of where we were….and what we are….  what we do??

Too many people lead small lives. Many of us die at 20 and buried at 80. Leave the tiny thinking apart, dare to fight the fate.. pursue your dreams.

I am struck… the questions till bothers…  so to be is to do…!

Ever thought about a definition for the ulimate sense, happiness..! Philosphers.. say when you are on deep sleep… when you are away from this world… that is the most happiest moments….! They call it as “true nature…” I heard this first time from my friend…Kuttapz…. that is wat he is knows as !

I should say and I do realise detachment is the best form of happiness… and how you get it ??? Is that someting to set emotional boundaries  or is that a trauma or a kind of abnormal state of mind.. or is that makes one to think about himself….!! Someone describes it as love..care…control…. Oh my god.. dont know… what all reveolving round such a state..

Confused?? I experience this mostly in my day to day life… ! Simple. When you have good food…. when you eat it nicely.. being served by ur mom or wife… and at the end.. tat feeling of being satisfactory….! think tat state.. of mind… for a while you are in th world of ultimate pleasure…. !! yes ur detached…!

Nalla chorum… mambazhapulisheriyum… vow….!!!!

Started driving. …???

rama.. good… thought for a while abt the first day i met.. you.. cant pick it up when and where for a while… !! Gooooggled to my repressed memeory.. to pick up those memoirs… no there is no memeories.. it wud be treasured moments…… so days… in my earlier teenss.. used to hangaround the subtles of STG… .. yeah lights are re candeled for a moment… those extraordinary days.. creeping to te future….thinking all the time.. where to settle down.. what to do…. what color is goooddd for evertime……yes that was a crazy thought from you ….to make a greeting site… that really made us to reveal what we were doing all the time over ther……. those funky moments where you and tiptop used to crush out philosophical thoughts… while I used to concentarte on snacks turning around from tiptop’s kitchen.. mastering FIFA games…. nothing to loose… a mentor of freedom.. and overwhelmness.. those days… !! would not able to forget the flavour of hi-range cuisne we had during our trip tp palaruvi.. where we all need an isolation from the hectic world of daya-2-day affairs………….. !! enjoyed… naa ??? some evenings… you used to take adventourous trips to the streets of Oxfordshire.. (read chinnakada) to buy flowerrs…. !!

Surprised for what.. !! simple just to giv to kanchi or her sister… Nestle company caught a good market with their latest release MUNCH… as yu invested a lot on it….. girls all the way hanging around you… dont knwo for what… it made us to put in a dilemmaa…. does such a mirror-cracking figure can do something ??? can such an innocent gal can suppress their feeling… ?? those feelings… they exist in you ??? we judge it in different perspectives and spend our valid time………… !! that was all the way of yours to stand distinct from the world of people who let the fears control their thoughts, feelings and actionss….. !! later now we realised we were fooools… you been headed to lead a settled marriage life with all…… a girl, a flat, a PC, a job and a car !!!… now yu drive alone… cudnt beleive…. what kinda of transformation happend……… Does it was a move ?? Maintianing an inner positive attittud all the time…. moving thru the unpredictable ways of life…. you brought in pro-rata sucess personnally… professionally.. and hope it would be globalllyyy as well…. Do we really c you in another period …that we wud be able to say… oh this is him… the guy who rode bicycles to streets of Oxfordshire….( read chinnakada…. ).. this will the instant response to my kid… aganist any tabloid features you in near future…………. best wishes.. ramaa.. best wishes…………. 

still cudnt figure out when I met yu.. or where i met u…………. !!

“When you were born, you cried while the world rejoiced. Live your life in such a way that when you die, the world cries while you rejoice”

We live in a world of hi-tech gadgets. We can put anyone to the moon, but we have trouble walking to the street to meet the neighbour.