Its been a month, something worst in my life happened ! A kind of anxiety… a state of depression. Nights become absolutely dreadful sometimes. the hard silence.. dark outlines of my room…. absolutely hostile and non-existent !

I tried to be completely consious and stay out of my void state.  Hope it happens

I say to myself. come out of it. I keep this saying to myself to come out of it. .. these few words also is a kind of practice to it.

RIP !